Sunday, December 26, 2004

all's well that ends well
what to do when the well dries up? dig deeper.

i read that somewhere...

then i come up with this question...

how does one dig deeper? i mean, we're obviously talking about a hypothetical well here, more specifically, a symbolic one... so, yeah, how do i dig deeper? what do i do, how will i do it, what are the tools, where can i find them?

followed by another train of questions...

what if the well is already at its deepest, does that mean i have to find another one and take it as my own or do i dig up for a new one?

if the latter's the case, where can i find a new spot? how can i be sure that the new spot is really for me?

what if i really love the first well, and somehow have developed this deep attachment to it? can i just stay beside it till i wither and die? can i, by any chance, be the one to supply water to my well?

do i really have to ask all these stupid questions?

the real problem here: i ask too many questions. i spend too much time pondering upon these questions instead of coming up with a real solution, one that is feasible, one that would actually work. thus, my life is more complicated that it should be. and it sucks the joy out of living.

oh well... (no pun intended) i'ma play civilization now... it's better than driving myself crazy thinking about these things...

Morbid Indulgencestarted this journey at12/26/2004