Friday, April 08, 2005

Question for the readers:

Would you rather believe in your own fiction than let the truth shatter your reality?

It was said, "The truth will set you free." True. However, it is also true that "the truth hurts."

Maybe, the pain brought about by knowing the truth can be likened to birth pangs... painful but necessary to achieve ultimate joy. I know I have to face this eventually, this abominable truth. I cannot go on through life running away from it. I may not be hurting now, but neither am I totally happy about my life. I know, in the back of my mind, that I am living in a fantasy, which I've built up slowly throughout the years, one day dream at a time. Funny how your mind can play tricks on you, making you believe in things, interperting events the way the heart wants to see them and preventing you to see things as they really are. In this light can they say that the heart is more powerful than the mind.

I know I have to break free.

Now, only this one question remains: Am I strong enough to face the truth?

+++ snapping back to reality. i have to say to myself: stop day dreaming and get a life. you're so emo.

+++ rels paper: 4 pages down. 21 more to go. and this is due when? on monday. that gives me... 60 hours. tops. damn.

+++ my mother bought me a dvd of the corrs concert (using my money). me very satisfied right now.

Pics pics!!!!

I have to upload this pic because nic looks genuinely happy there. wow. hindi maitago ang kaligayahan ha... tila nababanaag niya na MINOR REVISION lang ang thesis... wehehhehe... eh paano si paulo? bakit ganyan mukha nyan? naku... basta...i'm looking forward to yellow cab... wehehehe...

sheena at paulo = models ng coke.

raisa = san ka nakatingin?

notice the devil overlooking us... scary....

i sure hope sulfur does not chance upon my blog...

sulfur: hmm... that guy looks kinda familiar... *gasp* that guy is me!!!! now, why do i look purple?

wehehehhe....