Thursday, February 03, 2005

ride home/cla/intreco
as much as i love faring on my own and proving to myself that i'm better off alone, i miss having someone commute home with me...


the realization came just recently, when nic accompanied me on the jeep... i used to ride the lrt to get to edsa, but i realized that i'll save up more money and energy, and sometimes even time, if i just ride the jeepney... as i was saying, nic rode with me until we reached libertad, where he has to get off because that's where he lives, well, around that area at least. then, the ride just felt so empty.


a ride home with someone, even a friend, has always been a tiring activity for me, because i feel pressured to think of topics just to get the conversation running... silent moments are so awkward... however there are still some people who seem to make me at ease with it. i just wish i have one who will always be willing to ride home with me...



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cla people are so... different... they scare me... actually, intimidate is the right term for it... it was a mild type of culture shock, the thing i felt while we were handing out survey forms there... it's like, they own a different language and i couldn't make myself understood... moreover, they seem so full of angst... always ready to kick ass... i wish i could be like that.


but i still think cos people are more... cool... (cooler?) timid, yeah, but cool nonetheless...



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i'm starting to like intreco (introduction to economics)... economics was one of those subjects i took for granted when i was in hs... it seems so bland and senseless then. it's only now that i'm discovering that it could actually be fun.


panagbenga
practically
crap
basically
ice cream
movie
hamburger
odd-looking graphs
weird people
tattooed chicks
foreign chicks
an emo majoring in philo, sitting in the back
a guy who sucks at telling jokes
a guy who is funny even without telling a joke
i pods during lecture


and the list goes on and on...

Morbid Indulgencestarted this journey at2/03/2005