Morbid indulgence

Friday, September 10, 2004

just having an outburst of anger and self-pity

from time immemorial, people have been fascinated, even overwhelmed, by the concept of eternity... and i am no different from those people... in fact, i am so determined in this concept that i have made this blog... yes, i'm looking for a way to leave a mark in this world, that despite of being ignorant about blogging, i went on and made my own, in hopes that this site will outlive me... however, my inconsistency and fickleness are casting shadows upon my will to leave a legacy... who am i kidding? as if this thing will last... all i can come up here are cheesy lines not worth even a page in a book... what kind of a legacy is that? even now, i'm tempted to push the button and end it all... hmmm... maybe not... i'm gonna stick around for a while...

another reason for putting up this blog is to for me to know myseld better... but did i learn even one bit about myself? nuh-uh.

it seems that my life has been a joke... i am mediocre at everything i do... mediocre musician, mediocre singer, mediocre writer, mediocre pre-med student, mediocre human being... oh, the hell with over-achievers and their ability to excel in everything they put their hands on... some kind of equality this is.

Morbid Indulgencestarted this journey at9/10/2004

mad girl's love song
there is no truth
there is only bullshit ...

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*Name: --may--
*Age: --20--
*From: --philippines--
*ex-Biology student, Med student, full-time blogger, solitary

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